There is a big difference between not being able to live without someone and loving them.

Pain

The slow and steady，aching  pain

The type that comes when you have been hurt repeatedly by the same person

you finally breathe thinking that yesterday is problem will stay in the past

in fact，it is today is problem

Tomorrow is problem. And the problem of every day after that.

only in those rare moments.

When he pulls me to his chset and makes promise he never seems about to keep does the pain disappear.